life is a tiring thing for me...its the truth...life is tiring..sometime i feel that i should just die coz i dont know any reason or answers to my doings in real life+gaia ...
i need to find my own reason again to live my hard life...problems popping up all the time...everyone gives me pain and only a few cools me down and makes me keep on living...but why am i feeling like i should not exist anymore...
i once made my own random poem about life...and death...and suicide..the title is..."candle on the table"..i wrote it when i was 18...and now that im 20 i kinda open up my crunchyroll account to check the account and stumble upon this old random poem..i know its not perfect but i wrote it using the word from my heart so i thought i want to share it with u people...
when we are born into the world,
a new candle is lit up on the table.
whenever we feel depressed,
the litted candle will get a little dim.
whenever we feel happy,
the litted candle will shine the room.
thus tired of this life,
we shall end it in a split second,
causing the the light on the candle to disappear.
thus it is too late,
you shall find a lot of litted candle on the table,
thinking that you were alone but no.
did we chose a selfish way to end this life?,
while others are still fighting their battle?.
did we make an insignificant move?,
are we significant people?.
hope u understand it...even though its hard to understand...ty for reading
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