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i haven't been able to write in here as much. school, work, testing is really leaving me drained. i haven't even had time for kage tenshi and my other friends. they've been going out having fun while i've been at work and stressing out. i have class in about an hour and i'm just in the language computer lab. to be honest i am exhausted and it got so bad that yesterday i had to leave class to go home. i went to the school health center because i've had a cough for about two weeks. i thought it was a simple post-cold cough. i was wrong. apparently it was an infection and i was given some medicine to take to lessen the coughing. it's not as bad as the past couple days but it's not any better. aside from that i have work tomorrow from 4pm to 1am. yea, crazy right. school and work. i'm always stressed but in then end it will pay off in the end.

and yes...i am still thinking about whether or not i want to stay and continue working with the company i am employed at. i go to work feeling lost and confused but the duration of the time i am working there i feel great and excited. it is definitely a job that i feel lucky to have. i want to stay and keep working but i need a lot of time to dedicate to my studies and my free time. but being a cashier is pretty interesting and the people i work with (i mean my coworkers not the customers) are so fun and energetic. there is never a day where nothing exciting happens. there is always something to talk about at work, leaving work, during lunch, break. anytime. fun.

ugh...i hate using a mac. the computer labs have macs and pcs. i was using a pc to help with kanji homework but then it started acting weird so i moved to a mac. and..i'm just not really used to it, i guess. i have to pick up some testing things next week cause i have about...three-four tests coming up. so talk about hectic.

on top of that this morning i was/had
1) late to class.
2) lost my cellphone.
3) ran out of the same class i was late for to find said cellphone.

apparently it fell out of my pocket and then it had fallen on the floor of the shuttle i take to school everyday. i waited till the same driver came back and i searched for my phone. stupid shorts. i feel like i should pick up something to eat. ugh! but then again i don't even know what i want.

now on to something that i've really been noticing a lot on kpop/jpop news. september is a bad month for boy bands huh. jae-beom (sp?) left 2pm because of his myspace controversy. dbsk's lawsuit is still going on..i think. hyun-joong got sick.kangin from suju got arrested for assault. which for some reason seems completely different compared to the other controversies going on. myspace comments, contract violation, illness, assault. it's like..what doesn't belong in this list of felonies or crimes. wow..i swear the longer i'm not writing in my journal the longer my return entries will be. oh and while i was at work one of my managers managed to sneak up on me..4 times in a span of..4 1/2 hours scaring me each time. it was funny at first but the following times were unexpected and definitely a way to keep me awake. i think i should go and buy something for dinner. i'm still feeling a little weak. sigh..

later<3

krissy<3