You know, life is always changing and not always for the best. I have this whole problem with authority and my mother. It's like I can't do anything for that woman that gets praise. All she can do is order everyone else about and yell that we can't do anything right. She just doesn't understand that things are the way they are for a reason. I have to see a Chiropractor right now and I know that is costing mom over 2000 dollars canadaian but still. She knows I need it and it's been helping with my migranes. I still have to call College back and get back in, that will set me back a while too. So I have choices to make and other things to worry about. I want to be a Massage therapist but there are problems. I want to work on college. Sleep is never coming easily anymore. So here I am at 5:30 AM writing in an online journal that I haven't visited for a long long time. Writing seems to calm my nerves these days and I'm trying to write several books at a time as well. Several things at once are messing up and my latest idea might not work as well as I hoped. I ramble I know but it's 5:30 am and I haven't slept yet.
 Angel Lick · Tue Oct 06, 2009 @ 10:43am · 1 Comments |
