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I don't understand much. At least that's what I'm told. I'm told I don't have the wisdom that comes with age so I wouldn't understand.
I'm pretty sure I do... From what I see, my life is spiraling downward. I'm not saying that my life is terrible. I'm really not. But I feel like I have to deal with this.
Eviction. Not a very pleasant word. Debt. Slightly worse.
On top of all of this I hear conversations about divorce. Great... Just great. I know that the love is gone. I see that they are just together for the kids but I don't know how to handle all of this at once...
It makes me think about things. Like who to live with if this said divorce ever happens? Where are we going to live? Problems that never even crossed my mind.
It's strange, to me. I don't know. I just don't really know what I'm supposed to do at times like these.
I always thought that I would be one of those people who could say, "that will never happen to me." Guess not...