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i've come to realize how much things can change in only one year. be they things about someone personally, about their life, their surroundings, or their friends. i just remember stuff about a year ago.

me and rick were messing around with that internet show, which was by far the worst hair-brained, half-baked idea i have ever had in my life. i was trying to figure out how i could ask out this girl in my history class.....then i found out she was taken razz then susie (otherwise known as the murderous vampire dicklicker) and i started talking and all that stupid s**t started up. really that whole so called "relationship" took up a lot of my valueable time and effort, by the end and even know i just wish i had never met her to begin with.

even though the whole thing was futile and slow, also pretty bad to watch......i guess you could compare it to watching that fat guy catch a cannonball with his gut in slow motion razz i did learn a lot of valueable lessons though which i guess will do me good with my life.

lol i also remember this time one year ago, last halloween when me and rick went out and got so drunk we started throwing up and my parents found us out razz BIG LESSON LEARNED THERE, i know my limits now, i know when to say when :]

i've certainly matured a lot in only the one year. i've become physically and mentally stronger. i've come to consider myself an intelligent person, rather than just focusing on how dumb i think i am.

rick and i have since quit filming that internet show. after he got drunk on his own sense of false power running the "show" we just deleted all our videos on all sites we posted them on.

and now i'm still trying to figure out how to get together with the girl from last year (she's single wink ) of course it's gonna be kind of a challenge, considering we've never really talked or anything lol but hey i like a good challenge lol

even my style has generally changed, my fashion and wardrobe has become punk for the most part. my taste in music is also ever-growing

all in all its just another brick in the wall