Bah, this world...it hurts me again...I don't know if this real any more...oh, but how I wish that it was...I thought I saw her again, just last night...such....pain...it's been welling up inside...M-miska do you still forsake me...
I stay here and look in your eyes...
I continue to stare at my hearts despise...
Is it that I loved you...do I long to feel your true touch?
I haven't said it all, for all of it would hurt too much...
We aren't supposed to be here...
Yet we've come this far...
I believe we both had more to say, it still feels bizarre...
Did I leave some of me inside of you, this I can only guess.
Have I burned a hole through your heart, is nothing less?
Arrg...you tears throw daggers through my heart...
I did see what others could not, this can't be the end...this can't my final part...
Stop, just stop...these wounds I cannot reprimand...
I would chase you to ends of the earth, if that were your command...
You brought light upon my darkened land...
You made me feel special, wanted, not like sand...
Twisting me, stomping me, using me, making me feel less of a man...
No you never did this...I don't know if you could understand...
Your words...they hold me, bind me, keep me here...make me stay
Even when look the other way...
Giving me a chance run away...
No, Nein, Nyet, Sargut...I was yours in every way...
Fehl si Risa
Fehl ni roreo nopas
Mir feh pir Risa
Mir feh sin nict
You never knew my true word Miska...
And now it may never be...
As you look at me from up above
98% of teens say "I love you" and don't mean it....
if your the 2% that do, copy this in your sig
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