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I'm scared of life stare . I'm kinda really busy lately and I'm not trying to do anything productive, although i have. I'm.... confused about a little something. I have alot of ideas and concepts (i'm kinda like an inventor of sorts) and one of them is really giving me some trouble. I have it all sorted out, everything in it is so simple but yet so powerfull and dangerous. I keep thinking that if I tell someone than it'll no longer be mine. So... tell someone or not.... I could type it in my journal....na! I'll just wait for now. I see it's potentional and i'm both enlightend and afraid. I hope that it doesn't have any flaw, but I dont think it does..... it's so simple.... Don't ask please. None of my journals reflect me really, explacilay my first ones(Oh gosh rolleyes !!).

Oh, sory for the bad spelling. Not verry good at that stuff.

I'm also most likely going to start up an RP soon, hope it all works out. I know people always jump into things like this and have exploded expectations on things like this so I'm takeing it one step at a time. Still haven't come up with a storyline though, I'm working on it. I'm sure I'll think of something. It's going to be in a guild format so I'll have everything well orgivized by the time I'll tell anyone of it. I hope it makes people happy and that it will be the greatest of all time, but that's what everyone says.... I gues I'm kinda an 'optimistic literal', Hard but not impossible to be.