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Your arrogance is disturbing
My anger flows deep and In inexplainable in any kind of wording
Not that you would listen, You've failed to do so before
But I continued to play your game, and thus suffered more.
But remember thats just a taste of what I have in store
You will feel what I've felt in the emptiness of my core

So look at me, what do you see
Fading from the present to my own destiny (death)
With me gone are you happy, can you finally smile
Can you finally say what you've been wanting to say for a while
Can you finally not be depressed, and cry, and sob with every ******** breath. Or should I help you, I'll silence your very breathing.
Your scared now? Thats fine because I'm leaving

And in the lonliness that passes over you, do you think I really cared
Do you think I gave a ********, when you told me you were scared.
Do you think I'll let you ******** with my mind again.
Do you think I'll believe you when you call yourself a friend.
NO ******** that

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And I pass time, looking the other way
Smiling at your face, likes its ok.
Throw me to the wolves and watch me scream your name
One last time, before I realize what the ******** you became.

I see your face in every relationship that ever failed in my life.
I see your face in the reflection of the blood on your knife.
As it stabs into my chest, give it a rest.
Your the only person I wouldn't fight, and that wasn't a test
When I said I wouldn't fight, I meant I wouldn't
I watch as you made me and my friends hurt and still withstood it.
So stop trying, I've stopped pretending, just fade away from me.
Fade form the present of My own destiny (Death)

You think you know pain, you don't know s**t.
Your not suffering if you looking down a ******** cliff.
But if your serious Send me pictures on the way down
Then one of your face while your upside down.
(So I can laugh to finally see your smile become a frown)

[chorus]
And I pass time, looking the other way
Smiling at your face, likes its ok.
Throw me to the wolves and watch me scream your name
One last time, before I realize what the ******** you became.

I can't believe I let you win again.
Caring for you still, was the opposite message that I wanted to send,
But still here we remain, nothing lost nothing gained.
Just another pathetic loser with blood on his name
Its worthless to continue so shut off the lights
And crack your knuckles and experience what happens when a coward fights

Stop now, definition of a coward is.
4 definitions, but only one on my list
If you persist, stare into my eyes.
A coward is a person that never truly cries
Hes stronger than most, but weaker where it counts
He can take any beating, but only in minimul amounts
Let me add my own definition, one that fits
I'm a coward that doesn't blink in the barrage of hits.
One that fires only one shot, in the middle of a war
A coward is someone whos never really had something worth fighting for.

So now that, that is gone, and the sun fell
A coward loses his virtues and its time to unleash hell.

[chorus]
And I pass time, looking the other way
Smiling at your face, likes its ok.
Throw me to the wolves and watch me scream your name
One last time, before I realize what the ******** you became.

The fallen solder gets back up, tell me what you see, is it cowardess to keep fighting, is it foolish or plain bravery.

A child stands back up, to take more abuse, how can you look at that person and smile, taunt, and acuse that to be cowardess.

And how Could I confuse love, for lust

Thats it! begone! your smile is no longer worth while, My reaction is now disgust.

(( had to vent something, I'll allow you all a look into my mind. To see what I see with my heart, not my eyes. A look into my soul, where I'm a little more choatic, or less under control. Its only threw sheer willpower that I haven't gone insane. I have to vent regularly, but I lose something in myself every time. So what will remain. ))