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To Act Like Nothing's Wrong.
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Am I supposed to laugh..? As if nothing's wrong... Each day passes by... As if nothing's wrong.

Hey I haven’t called you in a while.
I just called to say I'm sorry and for that I'm even more sorry.
Honestly I don't have anything to say, so I'm just babbling...
I was wondering how you have been?
"What do you want? You're drunk again aren't you?"
I don't want to hear it again so I try hard to sound okay.
You've become mute on the other side because of the random things I'm saying.

What’s so great about my crooked pride?
I want to run to you but still..
It’s so hard, but I try to act cool, as if nothing’s wrong.
If I could get rid of this affection. If I could get rid of this hatred.
My dear do you know you’re all I have? I realized to late, I’m sorry my boo.

Am I supposed to laugh..? As if nothing's wrong... Each day passes by... As if nothing's wrong.
As if nothing’s wrong, as if nothing’s going on.
Memories of you I once tried to erase… are starting to grow on me.

I need you, Come back, I want to tell you truthfully..
My heart’s heavy, falling. Where are you?
I can never forget our first date, why?
Your birthday is still marked in my calendar.
Oh no I don’t believe, people are saying my laughter has died.
There was a familiarity like long lost friends, we used to talk on the phone all night.
How did we have so many things to say back then?
How are you doing?
The promises I weren’t able to keep still clings to my heart.
I worry about you a lot.
I wonder if you stay awake at night like I do and I feel sorry once again.
You said it yourself “You’re to mean”.
What’s the problem? I’m still trying to figure things out.
Like an idiot my regrets came too late.
Where you at? If you leave me what am I supposed to do?

Am I supposed to laugh..? As if nothing's wrong... Each day passes by... As if nothing's wrong.
As if nothing’s wrong, as if nothing’s going on.
Memories of you I once tried to erase… are starting to grow on me.

“You’re no different from the other guys.
Why are you taking back everything you said before?
Your future was more important to you.
I did everything your way. What do you want from me now?”


If I say it, I’ll be the bad guy. Why don’t you just call me a liar.

“I’ll hang up now and pretend I didn’t hear that”

You don’t know the nights I’ve spent contemplating you’re crying because I say goodbye.
You don’t know the nights I’ve spent contemplating.
This song isn’t even half of my sorrow.





 
 
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