So yesterday was a success in telling the whole world (our family) about the baby that has no EDD. That's ok though because Dominic's parents were happy (so they say). They, of course, like me and the rest of my family want a little girl. No pressure love. Today was not a good day. I am not sleeping well and I keep thinking about work (or the work I dont have). I keep thinking about things that weren't done and residents that have not signed their lease renewals or residents that need to be followed up because their bathroom ceiling is coming apart. I have to stop worrying about that. I have to stop thinking about how 5-312 needs his credit card to be charged for rent because he wants to pay it like that and I told him I would call him when rent was due. Who is going to take care of him now? At any rate, Bret woke up sick again. He was feeling a bit feverish last night and the same today. I hope that when he goes to the doctor, they can give him an injection to make him feel better right away. This is getting ridiculous. My kids are always sick and they spread the sickness to me and my boyfriend. I was able to apply for benefits today, but I am not sure on how long I will have to wait for them. I've got bills to pay and I am afraid I will not be able to pay them all this month. After all the hard work I have put in to fix my credit, this is going to ruin me again if I can't make my payments. As long as I dont have anything go into collections again, I should be ok. I also have been having little issues with my boyfriend as far as my pregnancy is concerned. He doesn't want to read my book to see what changes I will be going through. He tells me that I should know everything since this is my 3rd kid. He also told me that "your pregnant, you are going to feel sick and you are going to be hungry more. What else do I need to know". The one that made me super mad was when he picked up the book and said "WHY DO I NEED TO KNOW THAT YOUR HAIR AND YOUR NAILS ARE GOING TO GROW FASTER?" That flippin jerk. I wanted to slap him and all I could do if freaking cry like a little b***h. That is one of the most annoying things that comes with pregnancy. EMOTIONS. Who the hell needs to be emotional when you have so much crap going on that you dont have time for anything? Emotions simply get in the way. If I have to cry for some BS again, I am going to scream so loud in my pillow that my unborn child will be turning in his/her little sac. Right now I am starving. I am not even joking when I say that I want to eat a whole rack of ribs with some corn on the cob and steak fries. I am ready for some mouth action. I am going to have to find a better way to spend my days other than sulking and sleeping because my a** is going to get fatter and I am going to be more depressed that I already am. Time to bust out the girly anime. I shall be watching Sailor Moon whether Dominic is going to watch it with me or not. I shall continue my rantings tomorrow since I am ready to sink my teeth into a nice piece of toast with garlic spread. Yes....garlic spread. I LOVE it and I dont care how bad my breath will be tomorrow. Neither does my boyfriend. I bid you adieu.
...princess that is going to have dinner and then a caramel drumstick ice cream cone...
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 princess peachey · Sat Nov 28, 2009 @ 03:04am · 0 Comments |
