Dear Self,
Please stop being yourself. Be who you were. That confident, headstrong, always-on-the-right foot, grinning girl you were not so long ago. Before everything started happening. Stop making a fool of yourself to boys you don't really like and are in relationships. Stop getting happy everytime a boy is nice to you. That's all it is. Kindness. Meaning nothing more than that. You need to stop doing this to yourself. Remember Will? Remember Nicole? Remember everything?
Also, please stop being socially awkward. This goes in regards to the above paragraph, but also, you've made a new friend. On facebook. She's nice. Talk to her in real life. Stop being so weird.
Next, yes, Gary has scarred you. Possibly for life. Yes, your mom stumbled into your room naked last night. Yes, Will hurt you today. Yes, you're life is hurting you right now. Suck it up and get over it. You have so many things to be happy about. Be happy for them. Stop stabbing yourself with safety pins. Do your homework. Sleep.
Sincerely,
havi
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