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I feel..
I feel a lot of things. (( You ******** perverts, that's not what I meant. ))
I feel depressed, annoyed, confused.
I'm not even sure what's going on anymore.
I wish there was someone I could talk to..
I feel so self-concious right now, I might even try and get out of school today.
I hate myself.
I know in my last entry I was all rainbows and unicorns,
But I just realised something I didn't want to know.
At all.
I feel so depressed that I'm tempted to go kill myself right now.
And no, I'm not exaggerating.
I'm scared.
I'm scared of being alone again.
There's so much pressure being put on me right now,
I feel like one more bad thing and I'll have a total breakdown.
I can't handle this anymore..