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[For her ]



I see you as an angel.
As a person morally superior to me.
I look at you and think of love.
You say your pretty.
I will say your gorgeous.
I don’t think of you as a sex object.
I think of you as someone who wants love.
I look at you and I get scared.
Scared of rejection.
Scared of being not good enough.
Scared of everything.
I don’t know if I am in love.
But, you have put me in a knot.
I don’t know what you think of me.
But what I think of you cannot be described in words.
I think of you all the time.
The way you walk.
The way you talk.
The way you push your hair out of your face and smile.
The way you yawn.
Everything about you brings me joy.
I know I am not the one you are looking for.
I am not after your body or your looks.
Just about you and your attitude.
I don’t care about looks.
I love you the way you are.
I would never betray you.
I would never hurt you.
I would never do anything you didn’t want to do.
I am a guy that doesn’t have much confidence.
I would never try to take advantage of you.
I like to know what your thinking.
Just to rub my hands on your face would be a miracle.
Or just to give you a hug.
When I say I love you I mean it.
I don’t want you to get scared.
Scared if you reject me then I will be depressed.
“I don’t want you to date me, I want you to want to date me.”
Even when your sad as can be I will try to comfort you.
I will talk to you.
I am not like other guys.
I love to talk about problems and issues.
Just give me the chance.
To be the one for you.