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Hmm, what to do, When TRAPPED in a shoe sigh ok so Jak has not moved on...well by now i thnk he has..I mean I'm trying to help him...I set him up with my friend Lauren....but the last comment he left me...woa...anywho...I just wan him to be happy.....with someone ELSE! I kinda like his best friend...not kool...but i can't help it...we'v been flirting for the longest time (it seems) and i dunno...he JUST broke up with my friend so its all "I don't wanna upset m friend" and "I don't wanna upset Jak" so..I'm ******** either way....either..have what I want or have my happynes be posponed for the happyness or nuatrulness of others....plus I'm trapped between a rock and a hard place..sure my promised one is now happy with me...so he brought to me this lovely black pearl necklce (do u know how rare they are????) but anyways..doesn't eactly surprize me...so umm....right march break is within the next month and a half!!! someone is coming to visit me during that week and then goes back to business....but ..I dunno if I'lll still like coughcough anymoreby that time..I mean his relationships are short..but hat if it lasts 3 months? then I'm screwed...god so many promises..which ones to keep and which ones o break ?!?!?! damnit! trapped trapped TRAPPED!!

Posted by: Scarlet_Angel_of_Darkness Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 06:07am

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Commented on: Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 09:48pm


	stare Riiiiiigggght. Okay there. Just remember come summer...but something tells me you won't. Anyway, that dosen't matter now. That'll be dealt with in it's own good time. As for now, yeah, you know...uhh.. I mean, Billy, really? I mean I understand the heart wants what it wants, but wouldn't that just FURTHER complicate things? I mean, c'mon-- Billy is like, one of my best worldly friends! I don't wanna be jealous or angry of Billy- because I value him way too much as a good friend to lose like that- and I know for a fact that you both wouldn't want me to become jealous of him/you, because then I'd just end up making you BOTH hate me...>~<; Plus you say to me that you don't like sensitive guys-- what the hell? Billy is like, THE most sensitive guy I know, and....personally, I'd HATE to see Billy go through that same thing I'm going/went through with you...because he's kinda prone to things like that...I dunno...but I know I still like you alot, so that would be kinda really awkward... sweatdrop

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