Wednesday 9th December 2009
Dear Diary,
Hah, I'm trying to make my diary look all neat and tidy. Pssh... Anyways, what should I write in this book today? Ah, how can I forget? This entry will be about a small bit of my past.
Okay, I'm not a slut. But I did have many boyfriends before as some people would have too. But out of all those boyfriends, I remember this single one that I regret losing. I'll rename him, since you never know if he might be reading this. So, I'll name him David (However that is not his true name, remember that!). He was the best boyfriend anybody could have. He went everywhere together. Yep, that's right, everywhere. We always held hands and kissed goodnight and such, you know that corny stuff. Ah, but it was when he suddenly disappeared. That's right, he disappeared without my knowing.
After that, I guess I felt like I was so alone. I got a new boyfriend two months later. I had to admit, he took my mind off David, but heck, he wasn't as good as David (Sorry, no offence<3). Later on, David came back (What? Now? Geez!) and he explained stupidly that he had to go somewhere urgent (Over seas, obviously) and didn't have enough time to tell me and had trouble with solving the problem. I got seriously mad because of his stupid excuse. I knew that it probably was urgent, but why didn't he console me if he was having a problem? He knew my phone number, why not call?
After that, our relationship fell apart since I was already dating another guy. However, I couldn't take David off my mind, so I broke up with my current boyfriend and went back to him. Sadly, when we got back together our relationship was awkward. I couldn't live through it, it was horrible. We broke up in a rather dark manner and resumed in our current lives without eachother.
Two years later and I saw David today. Yep, that's right, today. What's even funnier was that he was with his girlfriend. Ah, It was good that I didn't feel jealous about their relationship. He told me they've been dating for two years (Hey, she beat my record with David, I've dated him for only a year and a half!). I congratulated them (Dunno why, they aren't getting married, right?) and headed off home. Yea, nice way to end a reunion. Anyways, I just envied them, they looked so happy together, I didn't even think David was that happy with me. Well, I'm happy for them and I hope they stay together, unlike what happened to me and David. Geez...
Chihirin.
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