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today was the last day before winter break...
today was the last day i get to see him, and the rest, i gotta wait two weeks.
even if its only two weeks, it feels like forever.
hes always on my mind, constantly too.
i miss him.
i miss seeing him.
i miss seeing his smiles.
i miss hearing his voice... even though we dont talk to eachother.
even though he dont know, he is the one tat is always making my day better.

but i wont get to see him for two weeks.
idk if im in love with him or just have a really big crush on him. lol.
but the feelings i had towards him is the feelings tat i never had before.
whenever he smile i feel like i want to smile too,
whenever i hear his voice, the inside of me gets excited and my heart doesnt beat normally like how it does.
whenever im close by him, i get really nervous, but at the same time the inside of me gets really excited and happy.

i want him to know tat i like him,
but im scared to hear or know about his response.
im scared to know wat he think back.
im scared tat he wont like me back the way i like him....

but the main thing rite now is,
i miss him...