I sat in the dark,staring at nothing,but the blue light from the digital clock that gave off the only light in the room.Sheltered from the cold back in my house,it didn't make much a differents,my mind still refused to stray from what happen a few precieous moments ago.
The clock said six,but my mind still lapsed back to the time he held me close.Just a few short minutes ago,just a lifetime away.
There was a fire that burned deep inside me,through my heart into my soul that was so warm and unreal that even the cold winters night,couldn't touch my skin in the slightest. His words and groans of passion that emitted from his lips as we kissed.With his erection pressed against the heat of my flesh I alowed his hands to wander. His hands strocking my flesh,grasping me,and groping me holding me closer than I should allow.His strong warm hands was all I could feel against my skin and under my shirt and brasiare,in my jeans and thong. The wind whipped at the tree branches as if to urge me to stop as if to warn me of danger,but I had pushed it's shrill cries out of my mind,intent on how his hands pulled off the resticting cltohing. My cries escaped the tree tops as he tore himself into me. The branches that dug into my skin still didn't disever my ignorance to the whipping wind and late night storm brewing,and as it wore on,I finally willed myself to step away from his warmth to allow him and myself to restore the clothing to our bodies. Oh but my ignorance to his passion had long since blinded me to the warnings the spirits had given,I bit his lips for a goodbye kiss and before his lips left mine,we both hadn't relized the shadow that drove a sharpened knife through his heart and pulled my love away from me forever.
So here I sit on my couch with my heart and mind lingering on those last dear moments,as I willed myself not to cry as this pain I felt was much too imense to cry at the sight of his dead body in my arms.Just a moment before he had been mine.
I had a delacate decision to make,and of these many options the one I chose was none but original,I was going to find his killer,find out why,and pull my loves soul away from the one who stole him,and bring him back to me.
The blood from his wounds seeped onto me and my hands and I leaned down to kiss him and love him one last time before I became another tradgic girl on a hopeless imposible mission in a last attempt to play normal.
XxLatent_NightmarexX · Sun Dec 20, 2009 @ 12:46am · 1 Comments |