iv recently been in a delema of thought, love and anger. iv seen saposed jokes about my tarah that i dont like and to me they are pretty serious and i dont like them thats what makes me angery. but the thought is if my love tarah doesnt care or goes along with thoughs jokes or what. the love is when ever i try to say something to maybe stick up for her she seems to hate me for it. i dont know if she understands why i get annoyed by why i get annoyed by thoughs jokes and say something and when she hates me for doing something about it i start to hate myself and i feel like she doesnt want anything to do with me. this is my delema that is getting me into trouble and having me break my love which i dont want broken. if only she could understand why i have to stand up to people and act tough sometimes.
The Leper Messiah · Mon Jan 30, 2006 @ 07:30am · 1 Comments |