I suppose I couldn't blame you, don't take it to heart but your deductions still aren't the best. It's alright, I know you think of me as highly as I think of you but perhaps not the same way? I can tell if nothing else you are serious about the woman. That's all well, but forgive me if I don't seem happy. It's all mischief to you I'm sure, me being intolerable and just giving you a hard time. I told you once I have never loved. I wouldn't know it, and yet I assume this unfamiliar sense of loss is something to a similar effect. I know we started out more as acquaintances but you are my only and best friend I have. Don't worry though it is my own fault for being the way I am, I'd serve to make things impossible I'm sure. Work partners is all we'll be. Not sure I can watch you go down the isle to marry some woman (you know how I feel about them) but if it is how you feel I will stand there at your side. No one thinks I have emotions anyway, by now they are very much right, but it is a very effective defense.When the day comes I am nervous I will experience such feelings I have long avoided. Forgive me Watson, I just wouldn't know how to tell you. Maybe one day you'll realize? Knowing you dear Watson, you'll probably have the courtesy not to embarrass me too much. I have no doubt you'll make a very fine husband if your half as good a husband as you are a friend.
 Zi Kimizuru · Sun Jan 03, 2010 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |
