It doesn't take a detective to know something is bothering you. I regret ever being gone, for any period of time, but when I return I further feel my place had been here. I don't bring up your still reddened eyes or how it seems like you constantly are trying to not just fall. I...I am not used to this, I think you are trying to accommodate and not burden me. Yet, I play along, how else am I supposed to ease you? I know there is something to this consoling but it's far too rooted in emotion. I feel deeply for you but I don't know that loss... Is it what it'd be like to lose you? I couldn't bare that, bad enough you got married but... /death/? It normally is just another mystery to me, someones death is my beginning, my job to solve. ... Perhaps it's bad one of my first thoughts was you are a bachelor again. I know things wont be normal for awhile if they ever are. Let me try to show you though, in my own ways, that I want you better. I just hope you can tell, you should be able to tell by now how I work.
 Zi Kimizuru · Sat Jan 09, 2010 @ 02:27am · 0 Comments |
