Yeah...
My parents have decided to move to Pennsylvania because they think it's a chance to get out of here and start over once again. There's a slight chance that it might not happen, which I am going for.
When I moved here.. I was friendless for a long while but I met some amazing people along the journey. I have actual real friends who would do anything for me and I don't want to let go of that. If I do move... I don't know if I can start over. I'm not a people person, and I don't make friends. They make me as their friend and I go along with it. I like how my life is right now and I don't want to start over because the beginning is always difficult... especially for me. I'm not ready to leave. I'm not ready to grasp this new future I will soon have.
There is some advantages with moving. First thing is that I'm going to have my own place to live. Same with my mom and my dad. We're going to live there for free and take care of my great aunt for a damn good pay. We're going to be rich and I will get everything I have ever wanted in my miserable life. But... I don't want any of that.
I don't need or want the money, I don't want that kind of life anymore. If it means leaving my friends just for that, I'd rather be poor and practically on the streets just to be with my friends. Yes, I mean that from the black heart of mine. It may seem like a good offer... but I already have the good life, I have the best friends I will ever have. This is my life. This is where I belong and this is where I want to stay. smile
My parents have decided to move to Pennsylvania because they think it's a chance to get out of here and start over once again. There's a slight chance that it might not happen, which I am going for.
When I moved here.. I was friendless for a long while but I met some amazing people along the journey. I have actual real friends who would do anything for me and I don't want to let go of that. If I do move... I don't know if I can start over. I'm not a people person, and I don't make friends. They make me as their friend and I go along with it. I like how my life is right now and I don't want to start over because the beginning is always difficult... especially for me. I'm not ready to leave. I'm not ready to grasp this new future I will soon have.
There is some advantages with moving. First thing is that I'm going to have my own place to live. Same with my mom and my dad. We're going to live there for free and take care of my great aunt for a damn good pay. We're going to be rich and I will get everything I have ever wanted in my miserable life. But... I don't want any of that.
I don't need or want the money, I don't want that kind of life anymore. If it means leaving my friends just for that, I'd rather be poor and practically on the streets just to be with my friends. Yes, I mean that from the black heart of mine. It may seem like a good offer... but I already have the good life, I have the best friends I will ever have. This is my life. This is where I belong and this is where I want to stay. smile
Well, I'm here.
Pennsylvania is like a western part of New York with the buildings so tall and so close together. The prices are double to what of that in Oklahoma. The people are more stupid and idiotic. Many weirdos. I am surrounded by churches and bars. -_-
My new school has 8 class periods and we do have a strict dress code. I'm making new friends... maybe I will like my new life...
Pennsylvania is like a western part of New York with the buildings so tall and so close together. The prices are double to what of that in Oklahoma. The people are more stupid and idiotic. Many weirdos. I am surrounded by churches and bars. -_-
My new school has 8 class periods and we do have a strict dress code. I'm making new friends... maybe I will like my new life...
