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Reminisces
Just a little book full of random thoughts...
Tear
crying
You try you fail...
You try you fail
Until you just loose the will to try
Because at one point you just have to realize...
It'll never be...

I tried to be there
When you were sad...
I tried to make you laugh
When you seemed mad or neutral...
I tried to kiss you
When the chance came...

I tried to reach out to you
I tried to let you know how i felt
I tried to tell you I was yours...
I tried to be the one who could have you...

When I gave my heart to you
You stayed with the moment
Than forgot it like it never happened
Just a random conversation...

I tried forgetting you
To push away the feelings
To ignore the fact i ever cared for this
To make myself think it was a stupid fantasy...
That's it.

I tried to tell you
I'd make it work
I'd defend the concept
I'd fight for it

I wouldn't have done it
If I knew it didn't have a chance to grow...
I wouldn't have done it
If I didn't care...
I wouldn't have done it
If i thought it was obsessive or wrong...
I wouldn't have done it
If I hadn't trusted you with my life...

Why can't we try?
Why can't i just forget you?
Why can't it just be put in the past...
And left there?

All it does is break an already broken heart more
Put salt in the wounds so they can sizzle
Pull your heart out,
And watch you fall to pieces...

I'm sorry love is unconditional
That the heart doesn't listen to the mind
That feelings don't just go away
As much as we'd like them to...
I'm sorry i care...


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