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Entry 11: ... Woah
... I still can't beleive the last couple days have happened. Heck, I can Barely beleive TODAY happened.
... I should probably start from the begining of today, huh? Or, better yet, I should Describe some things...
For Starts, I woke up after being a Somebody about... 24 days ago? and I found out Axel's missing. I still feel like it's my fault, Since If I had left, They'd still be togeather. And they both wouldn't have died.
... The Anti-Me came back... Twice. The second Time He was powered from My Guilt, and he Attacked Xion. twice. The first time, he was destroyed before he could hurt Xion, but... The second time, He got Xion twice. She was Stubborn enough not to take An Elixir, but I made sure she Drank it.
We then Got a Vacation, and We spent it at Destiny Islands. We Finally got to Relax, and Xion Learned about Paopu Fruit.
Then, After A while... Well, Today... I went to Destiny Islands to Think, (Since that's a pretty good place to do it,) and I met up With Xion There. She was collecting seashells for Axel...
I told her about My plan to leave After Xion had Found Axel... and then she Starts Tearing up and Thinking I wanted to leave... That was the farthest from the Truth I could have meant.
Anyway, After I assured her that I didn't want to leave... And I mention how horrible Of a friend I am. So, What does Xion do? She kisses me! on the lips! She Didn't mean anything by it, I bet...
... Expecially after We talk a bit later. We're joking around, and somehow-or-other, We start talking about reading people. As both Teasingly, and as a true Example, I say That when Xion Blushes, She was thinking about Axel. She then blushes, and burries her head in the sand. She then completely Tries to Deny it, and then I finally Corral her into admitting it, and How much She loves Axel. Of Course, This means I have to Describe My situation, without Revealing that I love her.
... She runs through the list of Girls that she knows, and I tell her no every time. She even thought I would have liked Larxene! Larxene Scares me... ;-;
So, She says "Well, It's not like It's Me!" Which, Of course, I panic at that. I don't know why, but I did.
... So I manned up and told her. Which, Of Course, Took me a couple times since I Couldn't really Explain. How DO you explain that you love a girl when She's Desprately in love with someone else?
When I finally Tell her, She Freaks out, and I finally got what she was meaning. She only Thought of me as a friend. Which, of course, Shatters what's left of my heart, but We're still friends.
Luxord Came by about then, and Carried some Treasures. Turns out, he's a Tresure hunter now. He just finished a Run somewheres in an Asian World, and came back with some Artifacts, like This Jewled Heart that's Supposed to make someone love you if you chant the spell. Anyway, He tosses me the bag and Tells me to grab something out of it... I Don't Know what I was thinking when I grabbed it, but I took the heart. It was stupid, and Selfish... I'm just glad I didn't use it. Anyway, Luxord got sick, so we had to stay on the Island, and we went into the cave where Sora and Kairi were... That's where I am Now. I'm also looking at that heart... I've got a plan for it, though, one that would ease my guilt and get rid of a temptation at the same time.
~Celox
P.S. What if Someone Named Lear Became a Nobody? Would his/her name Be Relax?
Eloc Glanor · Wed Jan 20, 2010 @ 01:05am · 0 Comments |
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