My mind reels with ideas, and my day is loaded with committments. Once again I am in over my head. After solving yet another problem, I found my way out t o the water today, and sat. Iwanted desperately to dip my toes in, I don't know when the insanity hit me, but before I knew it, I felt this sharp pain in my chest,causing me to gasp sharply. The cold bite of the water caused me to feel like my heart was breaking. I didn't like it. I longed for my waters of Hawaii. I longed to run with my board skipping across the water, and getting lost in its waves. I longed for my ohana, and the air of the ocean. I involuntarily breathed in and nearly gagged on icy air. I wonder what I am doing,I think not being able to go to Lark's graveside is causing me grief. I have to keep reminding myself she is with me, buttoday I needed to lie my head on the soft grass, close my eyes, and listen to her words. Funny. I am still a girl of simple pleasures, and needs. Where are you? Talk to me.
Prufalas Devoncroix · Fri Jan 29, 2010 @ 01:02pm · 0 Comments |