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Thank god.
I am about to make a eulogy for my Doctor...
Let's hope somebody cries when they read this...

My Dear Doctor...
You broke down hard. You've seen things that shouldn't have existed. You've learned so much. You've made things more efficient. You've lost a lot of people including yourself.
You're what we can do, can't do, could do, will do, and will never do.
You're the image of childrens' dreams. You are what we want and fear to be. You're our opportunity to live so much. You're our reason to be happy and act like a child.
Those adventures are our real dreams. We want to think about something impossible and come true in front of us.
Every enemy is another nightmare. We see people who hurt us, confuse us, and scare us. They are humans in disguise.
And every time we see something that makes us think WTF? it's a moment that describes what the thing that created us is like. The weird, dramatic moments show who we are.
The Doctor is a lot of things. Cool, geeky, pathetic, awesome, funny. But, he's so much more. He's everything, like us. We are everything and nothing.

When I saw him go into the TARDIS at the last minutes, I thought I was going to cry. Hell, I wanted to cry. But...I didn't. It scared me. I thought I didn't care enough.
I was impacted though. All I wanted to do was lie down and think about everything. He gave me a emotional paralysis.
It was amazing. And it shows that you don't have to cry to care.
I hope to see so much more with DT. As a Doctor, as a lawyer. As whatever. Just keep carrying on, David.
As for Ten, he's not completely dead. He's inside all of us, grinning.
He's finally relieved.
Rest in Peace, Ten.

I hope that someone reads this. I've made a lot, but no one notices. Oh well. I hope it doesn't suck.