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You never understood
I wish things could have changed.
The thought are always going through my head.
I want the person that I dread.
I want the person that won't talk.
I want everything...
But I don't want anything at all.
My mind is so missleading.
It drives out all these feelings.
The thoughts drive me wild,
but somehow I still smile.
How can I face you.
When I cant afford to miss you.
How can you see me,
with out being angry.
Can't you just say it to my face,
so I can deal with this hate.
So I can deal with my fate.
So I can deal with your face.
But that will never happen even if I wish it could.
You never understood



Hi I'm sorry but I needed to get this regret out of my head and get on with my life so I'm going to post this and hope for the best,