Yep. Cheesy as it sounds, the subject heading is a pretty good description of how I'm feeling lately. It's been nearly a month since I left Jason and I don't feel like I'm getting any better at dealing with this betrayal.
I realize I haven't actually described what said betrayal entails, but it's just one of those things that is hard to put out for public consumption. At times it's difficult for me to even admit it to myself.
Suffice to say two of the people I loved and trusted most in this world turned out to be traitors... who lied to me for six years.
So I'm basically a flippin' shell of a person lately.
I am, however, getting a little more used to bluffing my way through social situations.
Heh.
Because I basically have to steal wireless internet to get online (which is in no way reliable fyi), my connection is slow and it's difficult for me to post on Gaia. So for the time being, until I can afford wifi of my own, I'll have to settle for posting in my journal.
I hope you all are doing well and taking care. As always, tackle glomps and luffs to everyone.
-Mira
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My long-time relationship broke up a year ago for similar reasons, and I'm just now getting back to normal. It's a horrible horrible thing to be put through. Really messes with how you see the world.
I'm sending thoughts of *bighugehugs* your way heart