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on days like today i think about the day i'll meet briana... but also on days like today its never good... on days like today i wonder if when we meet, will she reject me? will i not be enough? will she be what she is on the internet? will she still love me? will i see her ever again after that? will i ever see her in the first place? andno matter what i tell myself it still gets to me. on days like today i think its the dark voice telling me these things but in reality its quiet on days like today. i guess what they say is true, some grief is so great that not even death itself will come near...