Now I have found someone different in my life, someone I can share my life with, getting there will not be easy but I want to spend all my life with her she alone know's who she is, whether or not she reads this but she knows I love her with all my heart and would never replace her or find another. I was once weak when I was with her, I felt like my grip on her was loosening but no more. I found a calling, something is now luring me to her, a mystic force perhaps but its something I know is true. When I spoke to her one day when she was very I'll something awoken in me, something that was burried deep inside the very core of who I am. It is now giving me a strength to push forward and be with her. This power is my love for her, a feeling I never felt before but now know I can accomplish if I fight for it. I will have to give it everything but I know I won't be alone. My friends, my future wife, even my future family are all cheering me on. I won't let any of them down!!!
