Lets try something different.Instead of using small font thats hard to read, lets go big and let it be heard. Whoo. Not really. I doubt anyone reads this anyway. But I like writing in this journal for that reason. The people that I don't want reading it, don't have a gaia. So its nice. Im hidden.
I like to hide. It reminds me of being a little girl, playing outside with my friends. I remember hide and go seek. I loved it. And freeze tag. It was great. I think I should play freeze tag sometime soon. Maybe rally up some friends after practice and play a quick game. It would be nice.
I think every thing is "nice". Im starting to use that word so much it isnt very nice at all. Its just annoying. Hm. I could really use some coffee. Or something. I dont know what. I just want something. Probably Brian's presence. I like having him around. He smells good. His hands are always soft and warm. I like playing with his arm hair. It comforts me for some reason. He comforts me. I miss him.
I just heard my mom talk about hamburgers for dinner and I got excited. Does that make me fat? Hm. Who cares. Its a hamburger. That s**t is good.
I wonder what space sounds like. Its silent im sure. But the sun makes noise. Did you know that? Its an amazing sound. I wish I could go into space for a day. Just to see what its like. But I know a day on earth isnt the same as a day in space.
So many wants. None of them are what I need
I like to hide. It reminds me of being a little girl, playing outside with my friends. I remember hide and go seek. I loved it. And freeze tag. It was great. I think I should play freeze tag sometime soon. Maybe rally up some friends after practice and play a quick game. It would be nice.
I think every thing is "nice". Im starting to use that word so much it isnt very nice at all. Its just annoying. Hm. I could really use some coffee. Or something. I dont know what. I just want something. Probably Brian's presence. I like having him around. He smells good. His hands are always soft and warm. I like playing with his arm hair. It comforts me for some reason. He comforts me. I miss him.
I just heard my mom talk about hamburgers for dinner and I got excited. Does that make me fat? Hm. Who cares. Its a hamburger. That s**t is good.
I wonder what space sounds like. Its silent im sure. But the sun makes noise. Did you know that? Its an amazing sound. I wish I could go into space for a day. Just to see what its like. But I know a day on earth isnt the same as a day in space.
So many wants. None of them are what I need
