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I'm thinking about turning these journal entries into a blog (as that's what they're meant to be for?) Just something for me to ya'know, spread feelings and stuff.. You can judge me however you want to, be it that you realize that i'm actually reallllly shy when around strangers, but amazingly energetic and enthusiastic around friends OR you think i'm a total douche, to put it lightly.. <3 Various friends describe my personality in different ways.. Most, who i've actually asked in the past, have reffered to me as 'odd', which i kind of accept, considering i myself, think i'm a very odd person. I don't care if i'm a guy or not I will cry if i really go over the edge or am put in that feeling by reading/seeing something, i can't help it okay. So don't bring me up on that if you're one of those 'masculine' guys reading this. face it, crying is a natural thing and is one way of someone expressing their true feelings of depression.
Before you ask about sexuality (although i highly doubt that anyone would) I'm actually half-way to being bisexual.. In other words I'll kiss a guy (and have) but that's usually about as far as i'd think about going. I'm more into really cute girls who have a great personality. But then, i also like girls with fiery ambitions and dreams, cute or not.. Ohh~ Glasses on girls are amazing to me, they make them seem so mysterious. (Actually if I think about it at least half the girls i know wear glasses.. coincidence?)
I am into a lot of stuff.. Both on the side of literature (wordnurd) and on the side of film. I'm also reallllly into manga more than anime, because it's one of the few times i get to read something that i really like it's just a shame that a lot of the manga's i happen to like finish pretty early on in (such as Ichigo 100% which was completed either last year or the year before) It's something that makes me very sad. I love romance novels but often haven't had the time to read that many of them, I also really love vampires.. and werewolves.. and angels.. and demons... ( I ******** HATE TWILIGHT ) <-- I don't swear that often when typing so that scares me D':
Anyway in my life truthfully i've had six girlfriends and only two of them have i had a genuine feeling of 'I want to be with you forever' but under certain circumstances that could never happen. The first of these girls was actually an american girl in New York. I visited my uncle there (he's english not american) and i ran into her in a Starbucks around the corner from my uncle's apartment block. I was only twelve at the time so naturally i was an innocent guy ( mwuahahah ) but she actually made the first move when i ordered some tea from there, and she heard my accent and jumped on it like a predator or something. She claimed I was cute and then asked me to join her, so i did, after some hesitation.
She talked most of the time and i just listened to her wild stories and push came to shove and we kind of made arrangements for a date afterwards. I was with her for three weeks of summer while living with my uncle on holiday and spent most of my time with her. She was my first kiss, and i'll never forget her, but our relationship could never continue considering i was still living in England and there was no way my parents would allow me to move just because of a girl, so we broke it off, but remained friends, so whenever i went to visit my uncle i'd always hang out with her and send word beforehand.
The second of these girls i've actually talked about before in my journal.. If you read back by about seven or eight of my posts you'll see the story.. If i find the date of it i'll edit a link into this paragraph. So I won't dwell on these thoughts anymore.
So there you go, to anyone who reads my journal, I hoped you learned something new about me, and i hope you stay happy. (: I don't know when i'll next do a post like this so don't get you're hopes up.. Maybe I'll do more of comedy edge in the next entry? That or some kind of random poem ...
Kris.
Koolio Kitsune · Sat Apr 10, 2010 @ 11:12pm · 0 Comments |
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