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Broken Silence
Breaking the Silence

This day of silence has changed me completely as a person. I didn't begin to understand it until I looked back on yesterday as I prepared to fast and today and the results of becoming silent. Let me share, as these burdens of self realization must be free.

I value the importance that a whisper holds, because I have known silence.

I value the importance of friendship, because I know what it is like to walk alone.

I understand the need to be filled, because I have known hunger.

I understand the virtue of patience, because I have seen anger.

I understand the need of rules and established order, because I have seen chaos.

I value the slightest smile, because I have seen tears.

I value health, because I have seen great illness.

I value numbness, because I have felt great pain.

I value love, because I have faced loneliness.

I value God, because I have almost been lost.

I value my scars, because it shows I was redeemed.

I value life, because I have seen death.

I value myself, because I have once wanted to die.

Even as I have taken the tape off my mouth hours ago, I still feel its presence on my face. My need to speak is fading, but I know now that I must learn to speak less and speak with importance. My need for gluttony is fading, something I am proud of. I see food now as merely a tool for survival, not a way of life.

I am proud of myself.






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iP4ND4B34R
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 17, 2010 @ 02:45pm
Im proud of you too babe heart


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