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Ugh. The guy whom I haven't hung out with since last November, who got me pregnant, whose child I lost due to a miscarriage, wants to spend time on Monday. What's with that? emo

I mean, it doesn't bother me, I'm just not ready to hang out with him. I don't think I even like him anymore. To be honest, I'd rather be with a girl than with guys at all. Guys are so rude and stupid. emo

It all started when he texted me the other night. I had to reply back because my phone got turned off. I knew I shouldn't have. Yet I did so anyways, and replied his text. Then, we just started talking a lot and then some. And now we won't stop talking. I wish that he'd stop texting me but as everyone in my life knows, I ain't got the balls of steele like I used to, to just tell him t knock it off. emo