It's been ages since i visited that place. I was just so bored i needed to go out and do something.
So while looking around i found myself back at that place that holds so many memories for me. Including the memory of her. I remember her and me being so closed back then. Its sad to think now we don't even see each other at all. That girl with blonde hair.
I couldn't help but ask myself how she is doing, if she was alright, if she needed someone to talk to, if she needed me... I didn't stop to confirm any of that though. What good would it do to see her after so many months away from each other. I can't remember when it was that we stopped talking. That goes to show i hadn't thought of her at all until recently.
But that's partially a lie.... i did think of her a few months back, and in those months i don't know how many times i thought of her. She used to be so nice and caring. I won't deny i miss that. But i've moved on and hopefully, no i'm sure, she has moved on. I bet she doesn't even remember me of thinks of me like i do/did. If i could ask just one thing though i'd ask "are you alright?"
That girl with blonde hair. We lived really big things together. I won't say it makes me sad that we are apart now, but i somehow feel hollow in the inside. A tad bit hollow.... or perhaps not. I won't know. I rather not think about it.
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