Wow, what can I say about love? Maybe that I finally fell in love? Now that is the funniest thing in the world to me. I will never fall in love . . . this early was what I thought. I didn't expect it to happen so soon. I told myself that I wouldn't, and I told myself that I didn't like him, but my mom always did say that even if you tell yourself one thing your heart says another. She also says that even if the gods came down and told you not to be in love with him, you would still be in love because you can't help it. I believe her. Kind of. The good thing is that the guy I fell for seems to have the same feelings for me, in fact he seems to love me even more than I love him. Way more. I don't know what to say, but that I did fall in love, and he did too and that's why we're together.
I'm not one of those girls who dream of falling in love. In fact, I'm the exact opposite. It's very strange. I never did like love, I thought it was really lame. I mean, girls are stupid over all. They date a guy and they're so happy that they say they're in love but then they break up and the two never even look at each other ever again. Is that love? Nope. Not at all. I've dated before and I never felt like that, sure the guy said he loved me and I said it back but not like I meant it. I didn't really care about him or his affairs. But then this other guy comes along and I just couldn't help falling. So what should I think about love now? heart
