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I dreamt of a dead child in my sleep. I wear a terrible
mark in my head.

May 9th. 2010. My relationship with Alan ended today permanently.

I'm not exactly sure what I feel. It's so cold inside. I can't stand it. Can't bare it.

I feel frozen. Froze.. Old feelings he said.

I just want to die.