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tap away at the damn computer
see how much i care
ignor me when i stand infront of you
i stoped carring a long time ago
i need a break don't you???
no just keep tapping at that computer
of cours its more important then me
who the hell am i kidden
i just want to know if i can go
of cource i can't u care too much
bull s**t just pick up the phone and talk
spend some time with me please
sure oof cource lets watch a movie
with computer and papper in lap
ya thats real quality time i love you too
i'm not asking for much just a hug
or to talk to u without school or work involved
is that so ******** hard
of cource it is
you need to have that god damn computier infront of you
just tap away at those keys
ignor these silent tears i cry wishing u would hear
am i really that diffrent
and i really that weird
daddy tell me why u treat me diffrent now
daddy tell me why i slit my wrist in the 4th grade
tell me why u didn't care at all when i sat there crying
am i really that bad
i'm sorry i can't be perfect
i'm sorry i'm not an all a student
i'm sorry i don't make the honerol
i'm sorry that i'm queer
i'm sorry i'm gay
daddy am i really that ******** diffrent
tell me do u really care more about work then me
i pay for my own food
so ur work doesn't do s**t
i pay for my god damn cloths
so ur work down't do s**t
i can bunk with a friend and pay rent
so ur work doesn't do s**t
do i really mean that little to you
that all you can do is sit infront of a god damn computer
i love you too