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Stepped into my old apartment for the first time in a few days. My fiance left on Monday, and so I went over there to clean it out and throw un-needed things away. It was definitely... off. Being there without her, our daughter, and our puppy.

Over the weekend with my poking and prodding of the situation, I ticked her off pretty badly. But I still found the courage to tell her something I've been needing to for a few days.. Mostly admitting to her and myself a few things I thought shouldn't go unsaid.. And from what I could tell, she at least appreciated me letting her know I'm aware of my downfalls.

I hope the day comes where she calls out of the blue just to say hi again...
Or tell me how things are...
idk. I think I just about ruined my chances of ever being on her good side. And, that's not an assumption. Just a guess.