Sitting at the window, thinking upon what shall be of the one I love.
Dreams? Fears? Worry... No, can't be that.
Maybe something has happened...
I sighed calmly.
Be happy you I though, but... If I'm happy... Why do I get the feeling something has happened to a friend... A family member, or even a loved one has been hurt... or is still hurting... Why...
I still get the feeling as though someone I know, and care for will... just appear... in front of me?
Questions... so many of them... But not enough answers...
I still can't shake that same feeling...
Why... why do i get that one feeling, and none others...
Is it because of the jolt?
Pepsi max?
Or... what?
Or is there someone trying to tell me something... to remember who I may have lost? To live knowing that I've done wrong? Or to become myself again...
I realize I have changed... a lot... Too much for my likings... I guess...
Ah well, I'm still myself in a way, right?
Loving sports?
Friendly?
Funny?
Artistic still?
Or am I totally different now, just to fit in...
Wonder...
Fear...
Worries?
Naw, Can't be...
It's only me... sitting at the window... Dreaming... again...
Sitting there staring, thinking about my friends, family, and loved ones... knowing, I can't seem to escape my past, but only regret what I've done wrong.
~Mysty... Shiroi Hoshi No Ko
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