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Somber Angel
Who are we?

Everyone has these moments right? Where not knowing is so much better then actually knowing. Wrong. Sometimes it's worse. I mean you'dlike to know if your loved one was cheating on you. Or how you did on a test? Or if you got a job that you recently applied for. Right?

Sometimes I wonder how I'd be if I could see the future. Would I be here in this city? Would I have my friends? Would I be homeless? Would my job be the same? Would I have studied more in high school and college? Would I be taking the same thing? Would I look the same? Would I be the same? Or would I be the opposite?


Who would I have turned out to be?

Sometimes I wonder these things. Other times I just wonder if I'm not locked up in a mental insitution waiting to be saved by doctors and drugs.

I don't know. Guess the last thing is pretty crazy but meh. So am I.



Anyway that's all I got for this rant. Take care. Bye






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0oMusic of the Nighto0
Community Member





Sun Jun 06, 2010 @ 06:59am


It's not crazy. It's natural. People always wonder about the what if's and what things would be like. Are we living to our fullest potiential? Who knows.

Like I wonder what would it be like if there wasn't all that drama in grade 11. Would we have had a blast or would something be lurking in the corners that would destroy our friendship for good? I also wonder what life would have been like if I hadn't accepted Monica's 'apology' (Yeah, a note. I'm still wondering why I was like yeah okay we're cool). Would I have studied more in that time frame? Not having really anyone to distract me. Would I have used the experience and open up more, make new friends? Where would all that be now?

Right now I wonder about the future. Like what's going to happen in Lethbridge? How different will we be by the time convocation comes around? Will everything work out or .... cry

Damn it....THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS BRAIN


Chantarelle-Talon
Community Member





Mon Jun 07, 2010 @ 12:55am


We'll be okay. I hope. Just gotta think positive razz


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