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damn. wow last time i wrote in this i liked Zack? wooooooooooooow... so i've had 3 bfs so far... ok i guess. tyler was stupid an i was not me then. steven was well, i shouldn't hav asked him out. and well... tyler (a diff one) was too clingy for me. tht was the longest relationship. one week, believe it or not. three bfs an i'm already sick of boys. i've told my frenz this an its true: I dont need a boyfriend. I like my guyfriends. They are all I need. im back to my original self an im happy with being the real me. Tyler (the first one) talked to me normally an he CUT HIS HAIR!!! not bad. i dont think its incredibly adorable bcuz i don like him as much as i did. it seems i never got over him... cry -sigh- he had a gf for 2 months an rite after he talked to me he dumpt her... i feel bad because i wonder if it was my fault... whatever. im not even very interested in boys rite now. im still straight, of course, but im gonna stay with guy friends for now. biggrin