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....... Some stuff happened on Thursday of this week, that will be affecting my family for the rest of their lives, including me. I don't know how to feel, I could have done something to help it but instead I was a dumbass and did nothing until it was too late to change.......This Tuesday....isn't going to be a day I will be looking for to...the last day of seeing her in this world. The next day we are going to a temple.....I dunno how I should be feeling and I've just been thinking what ifs, what if I had did something? Would it still have the same outcome? or would it have been different? What should I have said? Was there something I could have done to prevent this?

Posted by: animelover Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 12:25am

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Yunimi Kurizawa
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Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 01:20am

Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 01:55am


	It sure does give you a new look on life..........

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Yunimi Kurizawa
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Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 03:00am


	Yeah. I've lost someone before too. I know what it's like. To wonder what you could have done and if it would have effect. What could have happened in the future for the both of you. Again, I'm really sorry.

Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 04:46am


	OMG Sean.... Are you alright? I don't know what happened but it must be major. hugs

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Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 02:01pm


	I'm alright, just going through some mental conflicts right now. Step, you don't have to apologize it makes me feel worse for some reason.... sweatdrop

Commented on: Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 04:12pm


	It's supposed to be Steph with an 'h'...>> And s-- nevermind. It's a bad habit of mine! I can't help it! I've been through too much not to say it!

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Commented on: Tue Feb 28, 2006 @ 12:04am


	You don't have to worry. I've got alot of family over right now 3nodding

Commented on: Tue Feb 28, 2006 @ 10:55am


	Wow, that sucks, Sean... Grrr... Damn curisoty. Goes cat-hunting

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Commented on: Tue Feb 28, 2006 @ 09:37pm


	chuckles and shakes her head at Dan Yup I guess he'll be too busy for a while. I better tell him later....... At least about the parts that concern him......

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