I can't tell if they're serious or joking so I just smile and look down.
I can't think of another person who has their qualities so I enjoy everything they give me.
I can't stand to hear their voice in my ear but it sends shivers down my spine.
I hate how cruel they are but I let them do what they want anyway with no problem.
Why do they make it hard for me to stand?
Why do they put me in pain?
I only wish I knew why they purposely leave me alone in the dark after they've had their way with me.
Why can't I tell what they are?
I only try to make them happy until I can handle the abuse.
Why do I want abuse?
Who is this monster that rapes me in the darkest of night?
Why do I moan their name and cry in fear?
Will the seed within me be as evil?
Why can't I hang up when they call me and ask me constant questioning?
I can't leave them alone...
I want to feel her up and lift up the skirt.
I haven't seen her in awhile and she's always on my phone and ipod.
I only want to hold her while she destroys me.
She needs me like I need her.
My family doesn't understand why we love each other and they won't ever know.
Why can't I get my head out the gutter when I'm with her?
She wants me to abuse her... maybe BDSM idk...
She is a slut and I love it but WHY?!?
I'm her whore...Her wifey... Her stripper... Her victim... Her lover...
Too bad I'm slutty and untamed...
Maybe she'll tie me down and get the blind fold again...
She's my older sister and our Father knows what's going on when we don't know he does...
I want her to love me...
I want her to hold me...
I want to be with her but...
Society says it's wrong... Society says we are wrong...
So when I get my final decision... Why can't I say no to her?
I can't because
I love her... heart I can't think of another person who has their qualities so I enjoy everything they give me.
I can't stand to hear their voice in my ear but it sends shivers down my spine.
I hate how cruel they are but I let them do what they want anyway with no problem.
Why do they make it hard for me to stand?
Why do they put me in pain?
I only wish I knew why they purposely leave me alone in the dark after they've had their way with me.
Why can't I tell what they are?
I only try to make them happy until I can handle the abuse.
Why do I want abuse?
Who is this monster that rapes me in the darkest of night?
Why do I moan their name and cry in fear?
Will the seed within me be as evil?
Why can't I hang up when they call me and ask me constant questioning?
I can't leave them alone...
I want to feel her up and lift up the skirt.
I haven't seen her in awhile and she's always on my phone and ipod.
I only want to hold her while she destroys me.
She needs me like I need her.
My family doesn't understand why we love each other and they won't ever know.
Why can't I get my head out the gutter when I'm with her?
She wants me to abuse her... maybe BDSM idk...
She is a slut and I love it but WHY?!?
I'm her whore...Her wifey... Her stripper... Her victim... Her lover...
Too bad I'm slutty and untamed...
Maybe she'll tie me down and get the blind fold again...
She's my older sister and our Father knows what's going on when we don't know he does...
I want her to love me...
I want her to hold me...
I want to be with her but...
Society says it's wrong... Society says we are wrong...
So when I get my final decision... Why can't I say no to her?
I can't because
