People would think that my life is perfect like normal people who is around this world, but no... I'm lost to the point where I want to die..
Once I earn enough money from my contact lens business I will give all these money to my mom and end myself for once and for all... like this song I wrote ...Re-birthday
If this is the choice I have to live, then its the choice I will go to hell as well... not heaven, talking about this doesn't hurt... what hurts me the most they don't agree on what they say to me...
You wouldn’t hear me.
You wouldn’t see me.
I was trapped in this darkness
Trying to find forgiveness
Tears after tears
It fell like waterfall.
Soon you hear me...
Then the voice echoes
Talking towards me
A sin that could never be cleared
The darkness spins around me
I scream madly
That’s when I remember that voice
It echoes in my head
Her and his voice
“Your sin will never be forgiven from me girl, all eternity you’ll suffer for your sin.”
I will throw away my tears
Aahaa….
Running was all you could do
For my tears and pain I stayed
Facing you was all I could do
Putting all the blames only on me
Funny these chains won’t break on their own
My hand is cuffed in red handcuff
It’s the blood of someone’s wound
My leg is cuffed in blue chains
It’s the teas of someone I know…
Slowly I sing a song…
"Ru ri ra ru ri ra," a soft melody
That can be a lullaby
Slowly he could hear her cry
Time has pass for them for so long
He wouldn’t forgive her.
Her once shining voice covered by sorrow.
One day I notice
She was searching for that missing piece of the letter
A missing piece of a lullaby
That had his meaning of forgiveness
“If you can run free the light will shine,” Finally the missing piece of his message
Quietly you will talk to her once more.
“Remember your sin can’t be tolerated”
Your tears will stop someday
You will speak once more
The red handcuff will fall and the wound will heal
“You’re reborn from now it’s your birthday”
The blue shackles falls those tears will stop.
“From now on it’s your life can start with a new birth”
White will slowly cover over the darkness.
Soon we will meet again
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