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Nothing I can say will ever bring you back. Your lies haunt me every time I close my eyes. Zena was the one that used you. Not me. She lied to you. Dad, you cheated. You cheated my mom. You cheated me out of a normal childhood. You cheated my mom out of happiness. Zena cheated on you, cheated me, and cheated you. I know this is rude, but you deserved it. Today is one of those days that I hate you. I hate the fact that you beat my mother, caused me stress, walked out on me, lied to me, and flat out died. I don't know how to feel about you. My feelings about you change every second of every day. Today the hateful ones took over. I'm sorry. I love you, but I don't know if I can forgive you.