I used to vent to this space so much xD
I was such a miserable person.
Also blind, single minded little teen.
I don't miss those days.
I do miss the fact I never really gave myself the chance to go crazy and wild, I've always been to uptight and rule bound to go out, and go crazy with whatever, alcohol, drugs etc etc.
But for my own social status I'm glad I stuck to my rules, I'd rather have fun as a good girl than be known as the party goer whore.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I was more ignorant.
Sometimes I wonder how things would have turned out if I hadn't just assumed, and become more observant sooner.
Saying that, I wouldn't change a thing, as much as I don't like aspects of my past, it got me where I am today, and I love the person I am, and where I am biggrin
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