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Today I went on a field trip in school and was very excited because I would get to hang out with my friends. We went toghether with the other high school, both east and west. What I didn't expect was that those same people from last year who betrayed my trust would be there too. Just seeing their faces managed to piss me off. My friends thought it would be fun to steal my camo hat (which I love so much) which shortened the fuse of my patience. I accidentaly took out all my anger from seeing the people who betrayed me. It hurts me to know I couldn't control my emotions and I feel immense guilt for hurting my friend. I just never wanted to see them again and the thing that hurts the most is that they treated me as if I wasn't there. All but two completely ignored me and even they were never nice to me and used me for their needs. I never wanted to see or talk to them again and I wish I hadn't gone on the trip so I wouldn't have had to see them.