Well I kinda stopped after my last entry mostly because I was still a little angry. Any actual people with names I use will be switched out with fake ones.
I me and my brother walk into his house and since he lives with three other guys it always kinda smelled. We walk in and the entire house is filled with a stink that I remember to well and I'm not sure if he notice it, but if he claims to be a wolf then he recognize the stench of cigars and sex like I just did. We walk into the leaving room to see three guys sitting on the couch none of them we knew. One guy looks up and says "oh bra you want your d**k sucked by this b***h?" Me and my brother looked at him and think of our own response. I stay silent and think about what I could do with my sword (I've been out training today so 0while my brother shook his head and turn around saying "I can't deal with this right now." Before My brother turned all the way around he turns back around saying "wait a second this is my house who are you guys?" The other guy respond "we're Ape's friend." (That idiot ape likes to bring in girls and have sex with them and let his friends have sex with him, to me he's something close to pimp and I really don't pay that much attention to him,). Me and my brother looks at each other and he already know I want to say he's your idiot friend. My brother turns to the guys and says "oh well just don't do anything in the living room." Before me and my brother could turn around we hear the girl and the other guy coming out of the room. We really don't care but with our hearing and the way it felt when the girl talk, we knew it was someone we cared for.
Me and my brother both turn around and to see if that feeling was true. We see the a girl we used to know from church a long time ago. She was someone that was quiet and always willing to help someone even the preppy a** wipes that didn't deserve it, and she never asked for anything in return.(She was someone that I always told myself that If given the chance I would take her and one of the few people I thought to be someone that should be happy no matter what to a place where they would never have to worry about anything.) Me and my brother have opposite and but almost similar reactions after a good 10 secs pass. My heart starts beating the second we both see each other she freezes. The first five seconds she wants to cry as she sees the shock expression on my face and the next five she stops herself and I can tell from the broken and scornful expression on her face she was saying "no one was there for me."
(I'm not one for feeling but I did show a little then and not the fake kind I put on around everyone.) Me and my brother look around the house I think what kinda monster the guys are and It wouldn't hurt if I killed them. My heart beats like crazy while the whole time thinking they all did something monstrous and about one scene in particular from a good movie brothers I'm sure my brother is thinking the same thing. But as I look around they look at me like a monster griping my sword. I calm down and walk outside while my brother puts on a fake smile and says "hey I remember you, hows it going?" I hear her make small talk with him and tell the guys to take her home.
In the end my eyes told me everything. Her light was gone it was painfully obvious. She doesn't want to do this but she has know choice and it's the only thing she knows. someone who told me that she wanted to wait till she was married or found that on guy where marriage didn't matter and she would never brake that rule. Despite being quiet she always said she would grow up helping others......... I don't think she wants to do that anymore.
b.l.Tiger · Wed Aug 11, 2010 @ 09:35am · 0 Comments |