nyeh =.= lately I've been feeling like I used to, alone, unwanted, hopeing for that never ending sleep. I can't put my fingure on why though.....perhaps I do know why but don't wish to tell you. ugh! I can't stand this feeling! For the past weeks I've been pinning up that fake smile on my face, laughing when I'm crying on the inside, refusing to eat even when I'm starving to death......god whats wrong with me......-sighs- oh well, it doesn't really matter if I'm upset though now does it? All that matters is that everyone else is happy, which they aren't. ********.......
-Marluxia
