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[******** UP.

[ok so this nitemare resulted in me waking up, sitting up, looking at my dad and then breaking down into shakes and crying spazums.
it was bad.
the last time i had a nitemare was when i was like . . . 15 . . . . and even then it wasn't near this bad.
of course this was just a ntemare. but if i do say so my self it scared the living ******** out of me.]

I was in a house. It was me Dad and April. Some strange things had been going on. Aliens were above us, playing their horrid little games.
April happened to be more psychotic than her usual self. She would twitch and become extremely angry and she seemed to never believe me.
One of the things that really messed me up was that my Dad listened and respected her opinion. I walked out side to look at the truck we would all get into. Then that’s when I heard them, inside my head. I didn’t know what they were saying it was more like a feeling but they were there . . . .
I went to tell April and she got mad at me and told me I was lying. She kept twitching and washing the dishes.
When my dad got home I tried to tell him and he yelled that I needed to listen to my ‘mother’ and stop the lies.
He took a few pills. One yellow one, and a blue one called ‘slurr’.
Then the truck somehow had become a car and April and I were in the back seat. Her skin was red and blotchy all over. Her face was distorted . . . she made the weirdest expression and she kept hitting me. And I hit her back. But as usual in my dreams my punches were nothing. I couldn’t put full force. So I gave up and tried to grab her hand to stop all the contact. But she intertwined our fingers and squeezed, getting closer and closer to me with that face . . . they were in her I know it.
Then all of a sudden it was me, April, Dad 1 of three little boys. About 3-4 years old. and the other two had been killed by the aliens. Also with us was Dakota fanning at age 10 id think. She was my sister.

I looked down on us as if I were in the aliens eyes.
Then my dad said: “no, no cm’on NOT US AHH!!”
And then they killed us. All of us.
I hear them, felt them inside my head.

[i never saw them. but it was just one of those things you know their there.





 
 
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